I Know Your Heart, But I Dont Know You.............(I’m Waiting)

@;-.........This Poem is dedicated to Love, revised for My Discretion
I see you babe^_-
@;-

When I first saw your face, I felt shakes,
From my liver, down to my waist, I Hail Grace,
For a woman with such physique,
eyes can speak more words than the tongue and cheek.
I been hearing every word, since the first was spoken.
Still tryna fix my heart since it first was broken.
Joking, so I can see that smiling face,
'Cuz Love is not an ordinary kind of race.
It varies in designs and shapes, times and paces,
Each filling different kinds of spaces.
Each minute that we spend together, I'd never
Consider a moment of it time we wasted.
If I can't make mends to the lesions made,
At least I made a ripple in the sea of Fate,
You see, it's Faith that conquers over grief and fear,
Just let me make one thing clear.....
I know your heart is on the reload,
So I'm gon' take it real slow,
No matter how far we go,
We've got e-mails, and 'bout three phones,
'Cuz our lives each have these goals,
So, not to cramp yo' stee-lo
But I'm not in no speed mode,
'Cuz i Know What I'm Waiting For......
For the whole time I've known you, I've wanted to hold you,
And be the only one to consold you,
I've told you time and again, I would be fine as your friend,
But in your eyes, i see the timing extend,
From a tick of a second, I reakon the possibility,
Of every square inch of my body, your love is filling me,
You feeling me, but your heart is under attack,
'Cuz you're either misinformed, or it's confidence that you lack,
Sit back and try to relax, I'm making a point,
My soul is high for you, like I'm smoking a joint,
But my heart's all clear, i may be shedding some tears,
But in the end, my faith is gonna conquer my fears
My dear, just come closer, support me like holsters,
I want you feeling safe, like a man is supposed to,
And don't you Dare think this'll never happen,
The fact is, no need for askin.......
I know your heart is on the reload,
So I'm gon' take it real slow,
No matter how far we go,
We've got e-mails, and 'bout three phones,
'Cuz our lives each have these goals,
So, not to cramp yo' stee-lo
But I'm not in no speed mode,
'Cuz i Know What I'm WAITING FOR......
From the get go, I holds truth, and never lets go,
A one woman man, I live and NOT ONLY said so,
It gets so, Hard to deal with the fairer sex,
When ya' heart takes pain from those who misrepresent,
I separate past judgments from motor function,
I want the whole pie, like sweet potato and pumpkin,
There's something about you that's so astounding,
I wanna buy you the town you standin' around in,
I Wanna Always hold you down, make sure that you never frown,
Fallin' head-over-heels, and over up-side down,
'Till the crown's placed over ya' head, I'm steppin' over ya' bed,
So that the chemistry is soulful instead,
I don't wanna get, us caught up in bakin' a bun,
We're too young, to struggle over just a minute of fun,
When we hit the ground Runnin', a steady and calm pace,
It all take effect in the fact that.......
I know your heart is on the reload,
So I'm gon' take it real slow,
No matter how far we go,
We've got e-mails, and 'bout three phones,
'Cuz our lives each have these goals,
So, not to cramp yo' stee-lo
But I'm not in no speed mode,
'Cuz i Know Why I'm WAITING
Our future is not fading,
And we've got obligations,
To get our educations,
Not a Job, But a career and more,
So let's be patient,
And make a strong foundation,
And Hear each note's vibration,
To find just what im Waiting For.........@;-



Written by: Yours Truly, The Flo-_-

no love, no light, no pain, no gain

just wanna smoke till it dont hurt no more, or at least till there aint no more left.... which ever comes first, i aint never had a dream that felt so real, just dont hurt me....
no more....
its so obvious, more obvious than anything i could have ever seen in my life, me, as a tike, couldnt see change, but itz like i dont wanna admit what i see and itz riight there, shit, im a little bit sick of it, no, i just wanna be finished wit, all the bullshit, go and get a full clip, cuz i know u wont trip when im gone, just think of it....
my conscience burns, sometimes it occurs, i get insecure when im not reassured that my effort is worth it, not just absurd, so im feelin like shit been dropped from a bird, but i getz no luck like i getz no love, and i cant get peace, so release no dove, im spinnin thru time like a hypno-drug invaded my system, itz no fun....
like a bad trip, i dont wanna be here anymore, just as much as u dont want me anymore, same as i dont wanna just marry ANY whore, close my eyes cuz i dont wanna see anymore, feel anymore pain, breath anymore, cant think any, no heartbeat anymore, aint no water in my canteen anymore, no energy so i cant scream anymore....
Appetite and my strength to fight is done, i dont wanna write this, but half the night was fun, then i get a kick when i stick my neck out and im like brad pit, interview wit vampiah, i dont wanna be a bitch, but i kinda need a stitch, or a couple cuz i kinda like my blood, but it aint gonna stay in my veins wit my juggler cut, it so sucks cuz i love u, FUK....!!!
im layin under the bus, been trampled by the crowd, looked over like i aint hot anymore, layin in a pool of my own blood, already on the ground, so i cant drop anymore, already came this far in the game so it makes no sense for me to just stop, anymore pain, my insane, irrational brain can crash, at any minute my lyrics wont stop anymore....
dead in my tracks, i cover my ground, hello to the world, sunshine surrounded a cloud, itz about to rain, pour down, im hearin it now, and itz gettin closer, get ur umbrella out, no voice in the choice, no reason to shout, even if u heard me, deny me and then doubt whatz itz gonna be like u dont believe me, about for the last time, itz a crime throw me in the big house....(no love)

Cleaning My Face....Book....^_^

so im cleaning my face, i have had egg on it for a little over a week, and now im ready to get along little dougie....
here are a few things i wanna keep b4 i get rid of them....

A Relationship should Grow into a Marriage, Instead of just Deminishing and Sinking into Settlement.... So when a Heart Breaks an Earth Shakes, For Mates Communication will show u the Road to Take....
For those who dont make it, break up and dont look back, you owe it to you to not have decisions u take back.... You surely can do better, theres plenty fish in the sea, u think im talkin to u, but really this is for me....
Knowing self is the key to finding a ture equal, the person that u find is gon' know u like ur see thru.... it takes two to tango, u both try, survive, but Love on just one side, does nothing but just Die....
You must try, dont ever expect it to just happen, somebody had to purchase the gift that ur unwrapping.... All u need to know is maturity stands tall, Cuz THAT pivots on if u get ANY Love at All....

you rock me like an earthquake, one kiss can make the earth shake....
Wishing i can see you cuz i miss you in the worst way....
Cant wait till i get to take u on that first date....
i need a drink of you because your loving makes me thirsty....
it hurts me to think that i can loose you to the next man....
but trust me, I can love you BETTER than the rest can....
all them other dudes is full of doodie, like a bed pan....
Dead man tell no tales, but broken hearts can....
A marksman wit intentional devotion....... See more
My method, as it goes, it continues to unfold....
If u thinkin that I'm just another fool lookin for Gold....
your right, cuz thatz exactly what i see inside your Soul....
Yes indeed I'm talkin Bold, but itz needed just to show....
How I only feel a SPIKE on the meter with the glow....
From your eyes, how divine as they glisten and they shine....
Just listen and then decide, is you, or isnt mine...?

Lost in the whirlwind, lookin for my remedy, i twist and turn, but then you're distancing yourself from me; it helps to be a little open-minded, truth be told, if i rewind it i can figure out the recipe....
my destiny is whole in the earth, and life is testin me, tryna tie and quarter me but really only stretching me; lately it seems that the trouble gets the best of me, until i see the light, then it shines and caresses me....
part of me is fine, but collides with the rest of me, pushing me to front, but im hiding on second street, my mind sits up high intellectually, but shooting first and thinkin later tries my integrity....
Lies and deceit aren't fine, and they'll never be, you broken me to pieces, just try recollecting me; i miight look at my life thru the memories, but when i look forward, this world is my inheriting....

Wow.... (old draft, revisited)

Well... so MANY things have been QUITE crazy as of late..... i really dunno what the future holds anymore, every decision is based in OTHER facts that have YET to be determined... i cant even look past this WEEK to tell you what imma do with myself, let alone next YEAR...

im walkin a path in utter blindness, scouted by my past decisions my vision can't seem to find this/faith is all I go on, face fear and Flo on, show all of these Fakers that the truth is what to grow on...

i am so fukkin tired

im tired of the bullshit the life keeps hittin me with.... im tired of the bull shit ppl try to pull.... im tired of the bullshit i get myself into.... im just all around tired of the bullshit

itz time for some change.... lets make a new day, where we all can say that we did what we wanted, where there was nothing in our way from gettin what we deserve, where no one can tell us what we did wrong and there's no way to fix it, where our dreams are but a step, in the riight direction, away from becoming a reality, where we can look in the mirror and say, even tho i failed i gave my full effort and there was never anything i ever could have done differently and still walk away feeling reassured and motivated to try something new....

lets make or own way... Forget what they tell us, unlearn what we have been force fed and make our own choices, forget the lies and seek the truth, do away with insufficiency and challenge uncertainty....

we can make life what we want it to be... all we have to do is believe we can, and we will succeed, indeed....@;-

....aint DAT da truth...?

so here i am, and im STILL not the "legit" man i wanted to be, in fact, im a lil MORE illegal and a LOT more in trouble.... maybe you've heard, but if you havent, i aint tellin you cuz you prolly dont care anywayz... but ANYWHOZZZ'n'VLAGGEN.....^_^

im just about fed up wit bullshit.... i need my own shyt.... i have to get a move on with my life so i can finally pull myself up from out this dump... i been in this slump since b4 i can remember and im still workin on gettin my footing, or something liike that....

i dont know what to do with myself anymore.... maybe i have to work on myself some more, EMOTIONALLY, cuz my mind is in disarray and i have no bearings on my future anymore, everything seems possible, and unattainable at the same tiime.... in the words of p-diddy and usher, i need a girl....