just wanna smoke till it dont hurt no more, or at least till there aint no more left.... which ever comes first, i aint never had a dream that felt so real, just dont hurt me....
no more....
its so obvious, more obvious than anything i could have ever seen in my life, me, as a tike, couldnt see change, but itz like i dont wanna admit what i see and itz riight there, shit, im a little bit sick of it, no, i just wanna be finished wit, all the bullshit, go and get a full clip, cuz i know u wont trip when im gone, just think of it....
my conscience burns, sometimes it occurs, i get insecure when im not reassured that my effort is worth it, not just absurd, so im feelin like shit been dropped from a bird, but i getz no luck like i getz no love, and i cant get peace, so release no dove, im spinnin thru time like a hypno-drug invaded my system, itz no fun....
like a bad trip, i dont wanna be here anymore, just as much as u dont want me anymore, same as i dont wanna just marry ANY whore, close my eyes cuz i dont wanna see anymore, feel anymore pain, breath anymore, cant think any, no heartbeat anymore, aint no water in my canteen anymore, no energy so i cant scream anymore....
Appetite and my strength to fight is done, i dont wanna write this, but half the night was fun, then i get a kick when i stick my neck out and im like brad pit, interview wit vampiah, i dont wanna be a bitch, but i kinda need a stitch, or a couple cuz i kinda like my blood, but it aint gonna stay in my veins wit my juggler cut, it so sucks cuz i love u, FUK....!!!
im layin under the bus, been trampled by the crowd, looked over like i aint hot anymore, layin in a pool of my own blood, already on the ground, so i cant drop anymore, already came this far in the game so it makes no sense for me to just stop, anymore pain, my insane, irrational brain can crash, at any minute my lyrics wont stop anymore....
dead in my tracks, i cover my ground, hello to the world, sunshine surrounded a cloud, itz about to rain, pour down, im hearin it now, and itz gettin closer, get ur umbrella out, no voice in the choice, no reason to shout, even if u heard me, deny me and then doubt whatz itz gonna be like u dont believe me, about for the last time, itz a crime throw me in the big house....(no love)
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